Pain, Lots of Pain

So we are here-
some of you know where here is
here is a lot of pain- a lot of pain
here is fear
here is hate and anger and some more hate
here is a wish for hope- but just hopelessness

Here is furrowing the past turning over the dry arid burried pain to reveal deep wet painful wounds, tilling the pain and sorrow of the past I had let lay fallow and I am not fully ready to plow into.

Here is hell.